man cramps suck and can you really type witout thinking oh fuck typoed without i am not good at this this is what happens wen ican’t edit goddamnit my typing speed does not match my brain speed and so i end up making all tese stupid typos goddamnit there’s another one my followers will think i’m an idiot fuck fuck fuck okay um hi i love you guys i love ice cream i love walnuts and cashews i wish girl scout cookies were coming nearby sooner and that’s it i guess bye
So I’m thinking about the class difference between and wondering if that would work out in the long run. I mean- I’m awesome, I’m smart and pretty great at stuff. But look at him over there with his boarding school smile. Plus, I bet his mum would hate me. Mums hate me. But we like a bunch of the same stuff! We could go see shows and quote obscure literary references at each other and I could sit him down and make him play a video game or something. I don’t know. Why is my life so dull. This is rambling and long and randomly put together. Stream of thought always freaks me out because I am an editing freak. I will go over everything over and over again to make sure it looks at least decently presentable. Ugh. I’m done. I’m typing lying down and now my wrist hurts from being bent at a weird angle.
Just because it’s been four months doesn’t make it special, I mean, I think about him every damn day, why is today important? It’s not even exactly four months, it’s like six days until then, and you can’t DO THAT TO ME, you can’t just use him like a weapon against me because it fucking sucks. It just makes me want to slaughter you with my bare hands, it doesn’t make me sad or guilty, it just makes me MAD. I’m MAD AT YOU and I will never stop being MAD AT YOU because you’re never going to be a decent person. You’re always going to be a selfish asshole and I’m really sorry for the people who are stuck with you and I REFUSE TO BE ONE OF THEM.
(hot damn that felt good.)
My hands are freezing right now. It’s really cold in my room. I kinda need a cuddle right now. I always want a cuddle, but I never have anyone to cuddle. Ahahahah. Why was I thinking about her during work. Why the hell am I drawing John as a Chocobo? Curse you, nonnie! I hope you’re happy!
Goddamn I have a lot of stuff to do. I mean, it’s not even that I don’t want to do it. I do, but I’m just never motivated. Something like tumblr or whatever always gets in the way. Also what the hell are feelings and why am I feeling them? Being in a relationship with a TV show is awesome, brah. There’s nothing anyone can do about anything and oh photography project I should get started on that why aren’t people ever happy? There’s always something to stress about, to be sad about and this really wasn’t a good idea, my brain goes sooo many places you don’t even know like this one time - oh I just watched the episode of HIMYM where Britney Spears guest-starred and my mom was watching with me cuz we were eating dinner and it was pretty nice. But are people actually happy when they get married? Or is it the same monotony over and over and over again oh god Reichenbach I JUST WANT SHERLOCK more sherlock rewatching all of it would be nice but I need to catch up on Doctor Who and nowadays when I rewatch stuff I feel like it’s a waste of time even though I really enjoy it because I have SO MUCH FUCKING STUFF TO DO oh god math final on thursday does anyone even know multi-variable calculus? I sure as hell don’t I think I’m gonna fail haha look i stop using periods when writing down my thoughts okay I should stop now I’ve been typing straight for a really long time like it told me and I was thinking, obviously, but I wasn’t organizing which I’m guessing is what they meant because if you didn’t think then you wouldn’t - oh I guess they said don’t stop to think, in which case I suppose I did a good job because I didn’t stop at all, I didn’t even organize this jumble so if it doesn’t make sense it’s all your fault, picture. There.
just typing because that’s what i’m gonna do but then i can type for so long because i just can ramble on and on about things forever and ever my phone is totally awesome because it looks like a pokeball and then i have pikachu as my background, which makes it even more awesome. from now on i’m gonna start typing in 한국말 왜냐면 난 한국말도 완벽하고 영어도 완벽한 천재니까 무하하하하하하 농담이에요
(Source: effyeahpegasister)
